It's New Years Eve, and I'm supposed to be going to a party. Right up until about an hour ago, I was going to a party. I have decided not to go. Chicken out, if you will.
I keep thinking I want to shake off the blues and just go and have fun, but then, other things occur to me, like, everyone at this party was a friend or associate of Jim's. As well as mine. It's as if he would be the ghost at the party. Not anyone's fault, but still, something I can't escape.
I do not wish to attend an event with a ghost as my escort. I'm staying home.
With fervent wishes that next year is better!
Whatever feels right to you is the right thing to do.
ReplyDeleteI agree with Nadine. If you didn't feel like going out it is best to follow your feelings.
ReplyDeleteEverything in your own time, Ronni. Tomorrow's another day.
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